cringe

 
arc then burn out
rise and fall
come to the front
in need my truth speaks

undulating doubts linger
inside the maddening cloud scatter
the problem is my thinking

I sink then climb out of the darkness
it is a real faction inside me
insidious greed speaks
on your knees woman

it hunts my senses
hanging on my periphery
just on the perimeter strangers darkly come
inside the weirding rain I keen

the monsters inside me spike my nerves
my anxiety peaks, speaking a tongue only I understand
causing me to spin in and out of lucid thought

the shadow people start to creep
casting monstrous outlines
my inner woman smiles
glorying in the dread
conjuring the madness

insidious nature must have release
the cult of lost feelings have spoken
it would be one of those nights

hallucinating ghouls trip in my head
I listen to them scream mutiny
my blasted out thoughts from the edge
in sync with my darkness

I cringe