Oblivion

Oblivion is my resting ground    
for i'm not lost, nor can I be found...  
I was conditioned for distance    
by my parents at birth, so full    
of anger, frustration and fear...    
Never letting anyone truly near...  
Lacking self worth and trying to    
hide from the pity of other people  
and their messed up pride,    
while I perpetually die..  
Blame my parents for the person    
I am, after all they conditioned    
and molded me with their warped    
minds and twisted hands, OH lets'    
not forget to mention our demented    
neighbors and so called friends..    
They to had their own plan... So just    
keep walking, leave me where    
I am, resting in this ground    
Oblivion...