My Hell

I close my eyes
I stop feeling all the nicks and cuts
When I awake I am no longer in a hosital bed
Is this hell
Demons all around me
Just sitting and watching
Like they are expecting orders
There is fire and ice
Shouldn't I feel the flames
I guess I died
I expected hell to be diffrent
To be more painful
To feed off of my fears
I turn around and he is here
His screem breaks me
There tortureing him
I can't move
I can't help him
I fall to my knees sobbing
Please please
He shouldn't be here
He doesn't belong here
Please release him
He is good
All I can do is watch
Hell is feeding off of my fears
Next thing I know
I awake in the hospital bed
He is sitting here beside me
Not dead or in hell
I love him and seeing him in hell
Is my worst fear
I will beg for him not to follow me
Who knows if he will listen