Night Terrors

        Am I falling?

A pain stricken sensation of overused abdomenal clenching
Rising crimson tears
Oxygen invisible to my lungs
Holes expanding, disregarding first-aid
Blind peripheral vision
Limp organs predicting a crash
Mind altered awareness

      Am I drowning?

Searing fleshes punctured body
Sight spots fadeing in the darkness of abyss
Icicles crystalizing my insides
Inspiration clashing of the push and pull
Death by the bringer of life
CPR will be eluded

     Am I suffocating?

Toxic fumes impairing my conscious decisoin
Poisonous lashes restricting my thoughts
Sanity crumbles with the last ash of a cigarette
With every risk of implosion
Breathing kisses of fire
Evaporating my flimsy will

     Am I burning?

Flames devoring me alive to feed its desire
Ambers anticipating my every move
So engulfed am I, I'm chilled
Struggling to find my second wind
Heat riseing to tamper my silent screams
Over rideing my senses

     Am I bleeding?

Euphoric pleasure contridicting my state
Arousle breeding gapeing wounds
Tormented awareness of catastropic effect
Digging in my severed skin
Embracing merciful fate
Forever denying my withered courpse

    Am I stone?

Grounded by the branches of my beloved
Chizzled into lifeless marble
A blank portrait awaiting the day of completion
The skipping stone of a false oricale
The bitter destruction of a canyon
The volcantic eruption of an island

    I am me..

As fragile and beautiful as porcelain
Spitting the shit of reason
Impregnated with passion
As bulletproff as flesh
Sweating foul dignity
Escapeing the turmoils of my mind
Forever encaged by night terrors