Fighting

Fighting images that are in
                 my head
Just so the nightmares stop
      as I lay here in bed
Voices are screaming loud
              In my ear
Just one more reason to have
                 My fear
Fear of the monster coming
                to my bed
And the painful memories that
                   Lay ahead
I wish it would stop the pain
                in my heart
Cause I have no more fight left
                     to start
Start a new life without drugs and
                         Fear
As I lay and  fight my most terrible fear
                The monster
                That isn't real