Restless  Thoughts

      Another sleepless night
As the nights coming to the end
  My thoughts polluting my mind
I'm lost in memories and times

My despair is overwhelming
 Coming undone, I'm comfortably
                   Numb
Suffocating in my sadness
Drowning in my pain

Im so empty hollow
I reflect on images of sorrow  pasts
Consumed with madness
Gasping for air ,fading into  black

I  stand alone inside
Blinded by tears i cant hide  
The agony i carry inside
My broken sow has died

And you scream inside
You silently weep and  cry
And every ounce  of your  soul
Feeling nothing  more than just to die

You struggle and fight
This war you have inside
And all your demons are killing you
                Slowly
As days and nights goes by