Unspoken words

I feel like my past won't
        let me grow
Life's daily war with me
      will always betray
I was flying high, now I'm falling sitting and wondering why I still feel
               this pain
All I want to do is trade this
    life for something new
Yet, I'm my worst enemy
Staining my soul,so cold
       suffering inside
I can rest my mind and
     ride out the storm
The struggle was a tornado
   the ultimate Storm