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Preventing the Thoughts
I told an online therapist that I want to kill myself. I tried to make them understand that I am incapable of harming myself because I'm physically disabled, but they just kept telling me to go to the hospital. Which isn't an option for me. I don't need someone to prevent me from going through with the act, I need someone to help me make the thoughts go away
Published 17th May 2021
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Unfortunately, my poet, I am sadden you’re at this point in time, whereas, you believe your self-worth is not deemed necessary to attempt to seek some form of counseling in person, not vie the internet, you can tell a lot about a person through body language in person for the first initial assessment .
I do not know what precipitated these brooding thoughts, because, I cannot asses you by sight unseen. You mentioned you are disabled that is one variable so I will build any opinions from that without sounding bias based upon that as guideline.
I do not know what disability you speak of physically, speech, genetically, therefore, I am blinding offering my most humble opinions .
Does being disabled play an integral part of you having these reoccurring thoughts, and if so, the first thing I would recommend you to do is seek the proper person to speak with, this is a poetic sight.
Secondly, you stated you are not capable of harming yourself, but that's not any reassurance if you ever come upon any stress factor inducers which would make those thoughts more prevalent, more desirable to want to carry them out, I think, therefore, I am
Even if you do not feel comfortable speaking to anyone in person, there is the suicide prevention hotline, it is not put in place merely for those who try to commit suicide, but for those, who also think about it.
My poet no one can get into your mind, you are the only one who would have access to all your transmitters, the stimuli of those two hemispheres of the brain and its complexities. You cannot talk a mind out of committing anything once it has been adjusted to carry out its sole purpose, however, what you can do is put in its place several more meaningful options, therefore, balancing it out with better coping mechanism choices, and offering several solutions.
Please reconsider seeking help to continue to keep your mind in a state of awareness. Assistance does follows any counseling with social services if needed.
I will be in boxing you time to time to make sure you are all right my inbox, is always open to you my poet. In addition, take one day at a time.
I will strongly advise you to keep a daily journal on those day when you are feeling at your lowest point read it back when you get through those bouts, do see what triggers those thoughts.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish.
Learn more
800-273-8255
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I do not know what precipitated these brooding thoughts, because, I cannot asses you by sight unseen. You mentioned you are disabled that is one variable so I will build any opinions from that without sounding bias based upon that as guideline.
I do not know what disability you speak of physically, speech, genetically, therefore, I am blinding offering my most humble opinions .
Does being disabled play an integral part of you having these reoccurring thoughts, and if so, the first thing I would recommend you to do is seek the proper person to speak with, this is a poetic sight.
Secondly, you stated you are not capable of harming yourself, but that's not any reassurance if you ever come upon any stress factor inducers which would make those thoughts more prevalent, more desirable to want to carry them out, I think, therefore, I am
Even if you do not feel comfortable speaking to anyone in person, there is the suicide prevention hotline, it is not put in place merely for those who try to commit suicide, but for those, who also think about it.
My poet no one can get into your mind, you are the only one who would have access to all your transmitters, the stimuli of those two hemispheres of the brain and its complexities. You cannot talk a mind out of committing anything once it has been adjusted to carry out its sole purpose, however, what you can do is put in its place several more meaningful options, therefore, balancing it out with better coping mechanism choices, and offering several solutions.
Please reconsider seeking help to continue to keep your mind in a state of awareness. Assistance does follows any counseling with social services if needed.
I will be in boxing you time to time to make sure you are all right my inbox, is always open to you my poet. In addition, take one day at a time.
I will strongly advise you to keep a daily journal on those day when you are feeling at your lowest point read it back when you get through those bouts, do see what triggers those thoughts.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish.
Learn more
800-273-8255
SKC, BSN, DON
