me myself and I

I wont talk to you.
If you dont talk to me,
thats the way I want it to be.
Me myself and I,
thats all I need to survive.
Other people just cause pain and anger,
something I have to much of inside.
My personalty keeps me,
from being the person I want to be.
Im a lonley sick indivaudual.
All I do is hurt the people that care.
I hurt them so much,
that theyre never there.
when I need them.
All I want is for them,
to not get mad at me.
When someone sets me off.
Man I just need to talk.
I walk with my head held high,
even though its a fucking lie.
I have no confidence.
I second geuss myself every step I take.
No wonder I cant find my path,
or learn from my mistakes.
They keep happening over and over.
Every day feels like a month.
my recovery takes to long,
so I give up.
Maybe I just need a change of veiw.
Maybe I need to walk in someones elses shoes,
that would give me a new outlook on life...
and the things people do.