Try to

I try to write it
My feelings that I have inside of me
Hoping that I can dream
This man that I will try to be
Looking for a chance
A chance to start my destiny
A voice from the beyond
Alone I feel so helplessly

Lost in my own head
These demons that I dread
The things that I have said
I have made my own damn bed
Lost beneath the waves
Medusa with the gaze
The anger forms the blaze
Got in my own way
So here I stand to say
Yet so frightened and afraid
My death from my own blade
This misery I've made

I want to be a hero
But yet I'm always the villain
I want to be a model
For the message I'm instilling
Trying to break the bars
From the bottom I'm ascending
Trying to make a chance
My life I am defending

When I'm gone, what will I leave behind
Broken walls and broken mirrors
I think I broke my mind
Looking for a new beginning
A moment that I will find
A story will be told
Whether great or a disappoinment
A chest filled with gold
Or broken bones of unimportance
Time to start the game, do I play or do I fold