Dreaming of Love (Is A NightMare)

I just wanna live, Im still the same kid, with dark clouds roaming around my brains stem
I never hated them, they just gave me enough bleak venom, for when I black out I wanna sink my teeth in them
Never was a coward, I have enough anger to make yourself esteem collapse like the towers
I am heartless reciting hate vows
I hate how I am like this, I wanna just make things right its...
Killing me inside knowing I probably will never be alive, till the day that I die, for my grav shall arrive
Just to trap my thoughts in a pine box, I find that not worth it
Cremations only trying to get rid of the worthless
Eyeless as I walk through this earth-less pit
Humans made me feel like my birth is, the worst mistake close to people who were cursed kids
I stare at a shell of a man, when I look at myself, I know I never can look the same, my brain is not sane, my heart is pain, my soul is drained
You see my eyes pop blood vessels?
Its the pain inside getting to know my body as its nestled
And know hell is inside me feel burning of the flame
Flesh peeling off of me, and the accurate revenge to smash there brains
Im stuck between a void, should I be the angel of forgiveness, or should I just destroy?
Or should I just destroy....?
Or should I just destroy....?