$HIT LIKE THIS

It’s shit like this that has me on edge.
Shit like this that makes me wish I were dead.
Shit like this that makes me feel sick.
Shit like this is why I have a limp dick.
Shit like this.
I gotta take a piss.
Attitude says fuck this shit.
Shit like this lowers my self esteem.
Shit like this has me acting like a fiend.
Feeling sorry for myself is all I have left.
Shit like this I feel like there isn’t anything  left.
What is this shit I speak of?
If you feel as I do, you already know what I’m speaking of.
It’s this discombobulated feeling.
This feeling of feeling out of place.
Wishing I could escape this place.
I feel disgust when I see my reflection.
My mind filled with thoughts of lust, inflicting painfull erections.
I hold nothing but discontent for this life.
Fuck my family.
Fuck my friends.
Fuck society.
Fuck anything and everything.
Fuck me in my entirety.
Shit like this sucks.
Shit like this isn’t just for the dumb fucks.
Shit like this is for the broken, mind fucked, completely shitty
Shit like this helps temporarily ease the pain.
Shit like this.