So young i once was.
Not a care in this world.
No love within my life as of yet.
One year more and that love will be growing within me.
Oh how i dreamed of that special feeling as a young lad.
I miss it all.
The feeling of butterflies in my stomach.
The dizzying captivating feeling of a true love.
I was in too much of a hurry to grow up.
Here it is, 30 yrs later.
Life experiences haven't been what I'd wish for.
Thinking back i wishthey all loved me, like I loved them.
But they didn't.
All alone i was.
All alone to be.
I hurt so much.
No one ever loved me.
As much as i may have wanted to be loved by the past.
Never to be.