Deluded Fear

 
I feel the wings of faith
Wrap around me as I
Sift through intense
Memories of things I
Can't express through
The light of forgiveness

I watch tears of love
Fall from the clouds
As I drown in the words
Chosen through complicated
Feelings that emerged from
A volcanic situation

I try to enhance the winds
Of change in my heart through
My actions and inflate
The characteristics of a
Neon future driving the extra
Mile on cruise control while
Searching for gas

I bathe in a different perspective
Allowing it to consume my
Train of thought while processing
The fire that burns on the other
Side of the damaged fence
Watching every attempt made
Through blind eyes and ignorantly
Critiquing with a toxic mind set

I justify my actions with
Immobile words foolishly
blanketing the situation
beforehand In jealousy
creating a difficult atmosphere
While knowing I'm the only
one with the keys to unlock
The passionate affection