Right people at the wrong time

Ever meet someone who’s perfect for you but not on your level?

Someone who makes you feel safe
Knows how well to treat you
Says the right things
Makes you feel wanted
Everything you didn’t get from your ex
That you wish was there between y’all
Understands you because they went through similar things or maybe worse things before

You love that they are considerate of what you been through
So are you to them
But
You had your moment of breakdown
You went through all the emotions
You had enough with feeling that way
You arose teaching yourself
learning your worth
Your self love
Who you are and found yourself
Became who you love and want to be

Now
You know what you don’t want
What you do want
Cause you realize your the only person you need
You walk in confidence
Smile
Laugh
Cause you found happiness
Single
Loving it
The freedom
No weight
No disappointments
No expectations
No more being scared to say or do
Something wrong to upset them

To come across someone who caught your eye
Your avoiding at first
Your walls up
Talking but no emotion or feelings
You like each other
Puts down the expectations of wants and don’t wants
It totally works
It’s going great

Slows down on texting back
Gets Ignored for a day
Apologizes sorry just seen this
Remembering they wanted to get to know you
Take you out sometime
Still hasn’t done it
Asks you to come over tho
You go
You want to go eat together
Walk a trail
Or sit by the water and talk
They only ask to see you at night
You love it every time
The moment you think they need someone to talk to
It actually was for sex
Feeling like just a sex doll
Reminder of how one of your relationships ended being asked to just come at night
To have something start that way
Heart is lowered inside
Was happy to feel such greatness
To realize it’s going nowhere
You said you wouldn’t have this anymore
They are stuck in a fuck stage
Your looking for someone to get to know
A long term relationship who is worthy of marrying one day...

All I can say..
Maybe..
Right people
But at the wrong time.
She’s one step ahead
He refuses to heal
One step behind.
She’s gotta keep looking forward.
Needs to cut it off
Cries at the worry of ever finding love like it used to be.

Who knows
Could be right people tho
Just at the wrong time?

Healing from the past is always needed