To own a heart

I feel a sadness in my heart I haven't felt so hard in my life.

It's like stabbing needle pains attaching it's self to my heart vessels.

All the tubes turning in pain.. I feel I'm bleeding from my chest all down my body.

The pain floors me and I can't move.

My arms can't move.

My legs can't move.

The pain becomes who I am and my heart becomes this numb hard muscles just plastering itself with tissues.

I hope I won't break this nerve.

I hope I can't keep this heart in tact.

My fragile racity heart 💖.

You despise me , you love me.

You give me life , yet I despise the pain you harbour.

So I set sail , into the wind of time.

Free as a wave.

Free as a wave.

Breathing in and out of each capsized adventures.

This heart will survive , it has to.

It is mine. 🌟