breathe

when the pressure gets so bad when i feel overwhelmed
i cant even see the road that is up ahead
when i say i just want to be friends but you push to get something more
i feel anxiety coming straight to my core

it starts to feel like i can't breathe there no way left to turn
these are the emotional triggers that i have learned
I'm back in the corner trying to hide like I'm a little girl
this feeling is making me hurl

i need to take my control back that was taken for me
i can't let them pull me to my knees
i need to feel free
i cant just stay there and freeze

unhealed trauma always in fear
now my vision has become clear
now im trying to breathe in and out
i just want to shout

the world looks different stuck in my own bubble
i can sense danger i know im in trouble
where you feel like you are never safe
i need to be brave

the sad thing is im always right about their intentions
wish i was wrong but i know how this game goes
they will get whats coming to them vengeance
this is where there true color shows