Sitting in the Cold

As I sit here in your driveway  
and wait for you to come  
I think about the moment  
I became so numb..
 
Afraid to just imagine  
the way my life could be  
I sat and contemplated  
what's broke inside of me..
 
I jumped with raw excitement  
when we became much more  
with a phenomenon of craving  
I've never felt before..
 
I thought that I had cleared away  
the wreckage of my past  
but glaring right in front of me  
I saw we wouldn't last..
 
I put the cart before the horse  
and nowhere could I go
for a buggy can not drive itself  
this for sure I know..
 
When I think about tomorrow  
and the gifts that are in store
I know inside my very heart  
that I could love me more..
 
As I take on new adventures
in this story we call life
I stop and pause before I act  
to keep away the strife..
 
I live in New beginnings  
with everything I see
after all the pain that set me back  
I can now be free...
 
I get to make a difference  
with everyone I meet
for now I have an open heart
With God inside of me..
 
I focus on my goals  
of what I can become
I know this is a better path
where I will not be numb..

Tiffany 02.13.2021