depressed girl

i am a little bit insane
i cant wait for it to rain
to wash all my pain away
on this day so grey

why do they only like me because im pretty
i feel so itty bitty
why do you only want me for my body
why am i always judge by everybody

i have so much more to offer
i wanna scream like a toddler
my heart was big
you dont know what you just did

i want revenge i want blood
i want to watch you drown in a flood
maybe that not right
i shouldn't fight

im tired of being nice
was this my price
letting things happen over again
this is my reign

i need to breathe
to see what's underneath
stop laying down and letting things happen just to die
as i close my eyes

i let people hurt me
you ask how can this be
i say nothing i let them do as they wish
im just a body on their list