afterthought

  
i feel you slipping away from me  
tell me does it still hurt today    
i’m the reason everything’s this way    
it’s not the same when there’s no flame  
   
all i knew was that pain was persistent    
but you showed me something different    
i could see our forever in the distance    
i’ll admit that i’m the one who killed it
even though it’s too late to say i wish i didn’t
   
you shine so bright    
i’m lost in the dark    
too far from your light    
why do i feel friction from our spark    
 every single night tearing me apart  
   
you don’t want me    
to say i’m sorry    
i’m so worried    
this love is buried    
for eternity    
   
its true that  i’ve said    
i won’t ever forget    
my life’s biggest regret    
is leaving you for dead    
   
losing you is truly the hardest part    
you’re what i cannot stop thinking about    
i’m sure i’m not even an afterthought