not ready yet

I'm not ready to come yet
nothing is set
i think I'm bisexual
prefer bi-curious because I'm not sure

its easier to say this online
it's like I'm walking on a fine line
its harder to say to loved ones
will they shoot me with their guns

it's hard when you know where their beliefs lie
will they just look at me in disgust and say goodbye
they don't know i like BDSM
i don't think they would understand

i don't know where i fit in anymore
nothing is for sure
I'm trying to find who i am
but what if who i am doesn't fit with who they are