Can I

Can I break out now?  
   
My skin is burning  
 
My heads about to burst  
 
Hearts erratically thrashing.  
   
Breathless barely breathing.  
 
The weight is stifling  
 
Crushing upon the heart  
 
Crushing in but beating out.  
 
Can I come apart now?  
   
Afraid of what might happen?  
 
I feel the shift  
 
Its growing within once more.  
 
Such torment to be caged  
   
It's torture to fight the change.  
 
Can you bless me with mercy's  
 
Sweet release?  
 
Please don't hold it all against me