Missin the old us

Stuck in my feelings reminiscing about the old you/
Tryna figure out what to do about the new you/
Didnt think i would ever see this side of you/
Now its making me loose the will to fight for you/
Accusations left and right,
All the name callings keeping me depressed throughout the night/
Wondering if things will change for the better to save my own life /
Damn i hate this road we been on since that one night/
Ill admit i shoulda walked away i pushed it that time/
but that dont change the way you been acting since after that night/
Your like a switch that is either wrong or right/
Im never right in your eyes./
You treat me like your enemy alot more lately even see it in your eyes/
But it aint nun major to you , you sleep good at night/
No matter what i do to try and make shit work with us.
Its just never good enough/
Damn boi You used to give me butterflies and goosebumps/
Just by a look and one touch/
Nowadays its a different look with a sick and twisted love that i aint used to... atleast from you /
I miss the old you....i fuckin really do/
All this Has me confused /
dealing with your different moods./
Its crazy how fast you swing through the i love you faze to the bitch i hate you faze/
You get so fuckin rude/
 your words are starting to bruise/
 i wish i would of never did to you
But i dont deserve the hate i get from you /
Its better to say we are through/
Why ruin what we have just to say i Hate you instead of i love you...../
Like it was never our truth.../
I really am inlove with just you.....am i wrong for that too??/
You make it seem like im so wrong for you./