Russian Roulette

Each click
Different dream
Emotionally depressed
Wanna go
But it isn’t my time
Love lost
As I play with my life
Mentally drained
Physically gone
As the devil laughs
Do it again
Click
Lucky as a clover
As I’m spinning in time
Playing with my life
As time seems to pass
Realizing it’s not my time
Each morning
Same game
Gambling with my life
Demons inside
Telling me to pull
Once more
Fighting within my self
Trying to break free
As I play this game
And hoping one day I’ll
Be free.