in a box

im in a box
im not drowning
there is no lock
maybe I'm just growing

the darkness is my friend
I might complain about my mental health
but the demons are the only thing that has stayed to the end
I don't not have a lot of wealth

one day I will get out
I don't want to be ashamed of having hullications
i wish i could scream so loud
I'm not scared of my illusions

this is my journey
tired of being the weird one so i close by eyes and go
to a land of discovery
this is my world my cove