hullications

have I gone crazy or insane
whats wrong with my brain
do I have a gift of knowing or seeing
or am I dreaming

these are the questions I ask myself
I don't want to tell anyone about what I'm experiencing
my hullications are appearing more
I keep seeing so many flashes of images

some images are deformed
i see both genders
is there something I need to learn
tonight it's getting worse

I see shadows sometimes I see colors
sometimes I see these blue dots or circles
in my dreams, I imagine I'm in a garden with purple flowers
what will people think

would I be judged because I see things that are not there
this is not fair
would they say I'm weird because I space out a lot
like I'm in a daydream