DEEP IN THE MIND  

From one moment of time a life begins, from an seed created within a woman by a man, to be transform into a baby as it is called an child. Yet within the safety of your mothers womb you live and grow within a water world, unknowingly to you the outside world is much different than you could ever truly understand. So from the very beginning of the journeys of my own life, there has been turmoil and confusion even to the point of dysfunction as it slowly begins to affect my life. But yet beneath the surface of my subconsciousness echoing, through the walls of chambers deep within stone walls of my mind. There are broken fragments of bits, and pieces of a child's life laying amongst, other things that never can be forgotten. For I thought as a woman and mother you were to protect and care for me, yet that was far from the truth as I was physically abuse by a man not my father with kicks and punches. For they say sometimes the life you get isn't the life you want to live, for we didn't pick the family blood line it picked us even though sometimes, you try to make the best out of it but even a dog gets tried of a naked bone. Sometimes what we do when we are young it's not thought out clearly, from what we know about life as there are truly two different things when it comes to right and wrong. Because for every action that comes it has an reaction that sometimes cost you time. Even sometimes when you are just a child, who has been psychologically been condition with subconsciousness of subliminal messages. As you slowly begin to altering the feelings of your emotions, and feelings that are your badge of honor of your existence. From behind the walls of steel and stones, which later became your underground of your subconsciousness within your mind.