What?

I’ve tried to figure love out
But all I found was reasons to cry out
 
I’ve tried to uncover what it means to trust and be trusted by someone
It only got confusing and lonesome

How do you help her find passion
When she shows more instinct than emotions

I’ve tried to raise momentum
But nothing seems to spike her interest

She’s gone from 100- 0
I don’t feel like her hero

I’ve tried to make adjustments and put on my best behavior
But I don’t know how do behave around her anymore

I don’t know anymore when I’m acting on impulse
Or when I’m trying too hard to please her

I’ve tried to understand her
But it seems this new version of her is designed to be misunderstood.

Why does it feel so impossible
Why can’t I find peace
Why is this wall so high and insurmountable
Why is this draining me

How do you cope with so much hate on yourself
What does one have to do?
How do you love someone so much and not feel loved in return
She’s irritated by me sitting.
She get turned off even when my hard cock stares in her face
I don’t know what to do anymore
I can’t process my thoughts fast enough to react to things she say.. for fear of saying the wrong thing. For fear of provoking her over sensitive ego.

Why does it hurt so bad
Why does it feel like a good time to surrender and let go

Why does my heart hold on when my head is yelling "Let her go"