My Apology

My apologies
for the hardships & non-sincere apologies
My apologies,
for the half-truths & the lies
 and all the times that i lied
for all the times i told you i couldn't
 when i never even tried
My apologies,
for the headaches
and the migraines & for being a pain
for treating us like a game to be played
My apologies,
 for the heartaches,
 and the heartbreaks,
 and the head-aches,
 and my bad ways,
 and the bad days,
My sincere apologies for confusing you
and abusing you(r) trust
for bruising you & eventually losing you
for, ruining you
I'm sorry.
for never being women enough to apologize
 and recognize my mistakes
for never being strong enough to admit when i was wrong
My apologies,
for never being there for you in your times of need
for picking fights
 and up-late nights
for accusations made
i'm sorry for all the accusations i made
i was wrong.