Submissions by kxdija (kxdija .H)

My apologies
for the hardships & non-sincere apologies
My apologies,
for the half-truths & the lies
and all the times that i lied
for all the times i told you i couldn't
when i never even tried
My apologies,
for the headaches
and the migraines & for being a pain
for treating us like a game to be played
My apologies,
for the heartaches,
and the heartbreaks,
and the head-aches,
and my bad ways,
and the bad days,
My sincere apologies for confusing you
and abusing you(r) trust
for...

you're hurting and i wish i could do something
and i would
cos you're worth it
i don't wanna see you break down
IM posed to be the wreck here
the mess here
but i see the pain in your eyes
read the hurt between the lines
of your lies

you're comin apart piece by piece
startin wit your heart
you just can't bear the pain
hear that devil in your brain
i know it
i once felt the same
but I was DESTINED for this heartbreak
for this pain

You?

you're an angel
i don't want...

The poison passes
from hand to hand
till it lands
in the hand
of a struggling soul
who either sells
or
uses for their own
and births another addict
another habit
Brooklyn's own
broken soul
that's how the cycle goes

Henessy is my remedy
when i'm feeling these feelings too heavily
It comes secondly
to the melody
Cos this music shit
is just meant for me
Headphones on blast
so i could drown out my past
Reminiscin bout my brother
and my sister
and all the good things that couldnt last
Tryna feel the beat in my soul
so i dont lose control
sippin on henny, i dont do patron
when im in my zone,
leave me the fuck alone
I just wanna be alone
wit my beats and my henny
and it aint gon run out we got plenty
and when im...