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Not the best night

Sick of the laughter
Tired of the strained smiles
Annoyed by the faces I care not for
Leave me alone I don't like this
I don't want to be here it's too crowded
Too noisy
Too much
All happy and giggly,all of you
I can't stand it
All flocked together like the white sheep you are
While I stand alone the black one out of them all
Yes I am selfish-get over it
Shut up and listen to me
I. Can't. Stand. This.
My mind is throbbing and there's an ache in my heart
Leave me alone or
  Deal With Me Like A Fucking Man.
They're not my friends
I don't understand them,don't connect with them
No I don't always want to do what you want
Just shut the fuck up and listen to me!
I'm sick of this whining
I'm sick of this shit
I'm tired of pretending to be nice,fine,calm~happy

Get out of my face before the words spill over
Before I do something you'll regret
Before I snap.
  I'm asking kindly for you to
Shut the fuck up and hear me!
Written by jinabell21 (Jina Bella)
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