dad i never meant it

I did what you asked but some how it went wrong
when you no longer wanted to listen i was no longer strong
it needs sorting but yet you wont listen to me dad
but i know your going to get so mad
my tears are stinging my eyes
i promise everything i said wasnt lies
i cant sort this without your help but you left me on the phone
so i rang nan to help as i cant do it alone
i dont know how to sort it but it needs to be done today
before it gets to much for us to pay
i wish i could go back in time and say no not why your not here
then i wouldnt have more then a tear
i wont row when you come home i'll just agree
as you wont understand it wasnt all my thought but thats just how its going to be
dad i can say sorry and i wish i could go back
but i know it wont mean nothing why that drink is in you so i'll take the flack
dad i love you and i never meant for it to go this wrong
but one day dad i know we will be back to being strong
x