crushing

think you knew of me before I ever knew of you
I just didn't have any clue
I would just focus on work to get out
I went on the same old route
Later on, you found me somehow
And I wonder why you were talking to me right now
Where do the numbers mean that I couldn't remember you
maybe it's my anxiety but I kept overthinking like looking for a file to review

Through our on and off talks
sometimes I will get curious but then I would feel like I want to hide it in my little box
You do know how to get my attention
Sometimes it's hard to fight this tension

When you flirt with me it's tempting I wish I could be real
Many of my fantasies are so unreal
I don't know if there's ever going to be the right time
Maybe something can happen over time

I do feel some attraction towards you
I just want your feelings to be true
It's like I want it but intake no action
I just wait for your reaction