how do you tell...

how do you tell the people
that gave you life
you don't want it anymore

how do you tell your friends
that always make you smile
it was all fake

and how do you tell your brother
who always helps you up when you fall
that you don't want to get up anymore

how am I supposed to tell them
when It will break their hearts

but how can I not tell them
when if I don't it will only be a matter of time
before it also breaks there hearts

To live
or
to die
they will both cause people pain
but one of them can take mine away

is it selfish
to give someone else my pain
though I wouldn't be able to feel the guilt
I wouldn't be able to feel anything