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A Letter To Someone Like You...
Everyone’s so fucking two-faced lately… so many people have gotten so good at lying that they almost believe themselves. I’m so sick of it. What ever happened to being honest, and why didn’t I figure this out sooner? It’s insane… like suddenly everyone’s a professional liar. Now I’m second guessing every word you’ve ever said. I don’t know when the lies all started, so how the fuck should I know if you were ever really being sincere?
This is stupid. Why lie and cause drama? Are you afraid of the truth, or am I just an excuse to occupy your time? People like to pretend that this is all just a game, and try to act like it’s no big deal. I guess they don’t understand that even a little white lie is dangerous when they’re just tossing it around.
Fucking harmless, right?
That is, until they’re lying to you, then it’s not funny anymore.
Gotta love those double standards.
Well I’m sick of this game, and I’m not playing.
If you don’t think I deserve the truth, at the very least, then get the fuck out my life, I don’t need anymore people like you. I’m finally starting to see some people for who they really are, and I’m just pissed. So please, spare me the pity story… I already know how it goes. You’re not the first and I’ve heard it a thousand times before, couldn’t you at least come up with something a little more original? It’s insulting how you assume I’m too naïve to put two and two together. But if you’re confident enough to lie to someone, then you should at least have the guts to fess up when you get caught and the truth is shoved in your face, not just try to deny it and place the blame on someone else‘s shoulders.
That’s just more lies that I really don’t want to hear.
It’s pretty fucked up to have to find out what’s really going on from someone else, and I’m so glad I don’t let that shit get to me now. I love how someone can stick around, like they really care, but as soon as the opportunity arises, they disappear.
You fucking flipped a switch on me, and that was your own choice. So why would you take my trust, and turn the tables for no real reason? All my secrets I was stupid enough to tell you somehow became public property. All my words got twisted to work against me.
Just try to remember, I wasn’t the only one talking all those times, and for every personal detail I told you in private, I’ve got two more on you.
Sometimes it amazes me how fucked up people really are. I’ve heard all the stories already, and they’re getting pretty old. Everyone already knows about the shit I’ve done, all my mistakes are out in the open and on display… so what, I’ve screwed up, but at least I’m honest. I’m not ashamed, because I’ve got nothing to hide.
Maybe that was my biggest mistake, because you’re just low enough to use that against me.
Yeah, you’re in pain and alone with your own thoughts, but guess what?
So am I.
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Published 16th Jan 2010
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