To Love A Triangle

I can’t play these roles of destruction anymore
It’s eating me alive inside of this fragile core  
This Ferris  wheel of emotion is making me nauseous    
Spinning my  thoughts so fast I have a whiplashed conscience    
Stretched out way to thin and no possible way to win  
I will be exposing the unseen in this toxic love of sin  
   
I can’t save within all this denial  
I won’t be a victim at this unfair trial  
All of this persecution in a illusion    
You not trying has left me in confusion  
   
I’ve got to get to the outside this to be alive  
I tried to live inside a love that let me die    
It only felt like chaos in a tornado and I’m left in pieces  
Hot & cold thoughtless problems are your  
disaster thesis  
All the eggshells I have been walking on for you as well  
We’re pieces of my fucking heart and I resided in hell  
   
There lies Your savior in the mirror  
A victim of yourself has become clear  
You are persecution in your delusion    
I’m leaving you with all of this confusion