Glue

Don’t Leave Me on my own.
I am a pet for the darkness that owns my soul
All you know that I’m hurting
All I can do is pretend I don’t notice
Pretend all you are blind
Pretend none of you wanna see
 
I put up a front
I wear that mask
I play the lead role in a movie that is my past
I hide my feeling like a celebrity
Amongst the paparazzi’s camera lights
I pretend I enjoy fighting this fight
 
When you walk out that door is when I run for the glue
Grab a paper bag
It’s time to inhale those fumes
I be sniffing glue and killin my brain
But damn at least it numbs the pain
 
This glue should fix me
But it might also take me, re-make me
Turn me into a brainless vegi
I might even eat the flesh off my own body
I take a deep sniff
Now my mind starts feelin funny
 
My mama walked in
Seen me at a bad time
Worry and sadness filled his lovin eyes
He ran at me now the glue and bag is gone
How could I be so bad
Man I made my mama sad and worried
 
He ain’t playin no games with this
He made that clear to me
The night he decided to raise me.