Thoughts

Mistakes, Lies, Pain, Scarred, Hate, Alone, Empty
These words run through my head
Always on my mind
They never leave
They never will
I can't make them go away
No matter how happy I am,
They're always in the back of my mind
I feel it creeping slowly
The madness that is,
I'm loved by many
Yet, I'm still lonely
Am I going insane?

Nobody else can feel the pain
I sit alone in the dark,
waiting for a savior
This reality has left it's mark
I know i should, I know I can't
I can't get rid of it
This demon inside me