Feelings left unsaid

Some days are good
Some days are bad.

You're my highest high,
You're my saddest sad.
You're my loudest laughter,
You're my muffled cries.

I wish we could go back
Back to when times were simpler,
Truths were held bare,
And lies didn't have manipulative intentions.


Do I even love you anymore?
Am I just clinging to the idea that one day,
Things will be the same again
Smiles would be pure again
Eyes sparkling with light again
The sight of you bringing me nothing but pure joy


I know I'm not one to quit,
I know you're still there
You leaving me,is my deepest fear.