A poem for my love

I guess I never realized how mean I truly am
I treated my man as if he were a clown
I never realized the pain he harbored
His heart was breaking, his soul dying
yet his eyes, I never caught crying

His Smile was waiting for me
it was something I never seemed to see
The pain of my past scars made me blind
I dragged him through all this shit
Yet he refused to quit

He never will give up on me
It took me too long to see
how much he truly means to me
He is not to blame for my past
I hope forever we shall last

If we can not last for eternity
May our souls reunite
when we die please bury me by his side
He will never leave mine.