Unconditional

When you feel lonely
seek within the inner security
its always a war
a warrior with a good heart
a soul with a light so bright
restrictions in place
had to be
to much takeage feeling suffocated
all for the wrong reasons?
confusion still evovling
no longer seeking the answers
not looking to self doubt any longer
keep it moving forward
the future has not yet been wrtitten
all is hopeful
the mind and heart will always struggle
without struggle its not living
the light will always shine bright
being seeked out
trying to be invisible
never really knowing whats real
keeping up the pretence
acknowledgeing the fakers..?
or is it just dis-trusting..?
no longer want the crowd
scared of betrayel
expectations to high
being judged for me
do i know who i am?
a barrel of emotion
over-spilling with pollution
ugliness never far away
keeping the smile firm
do your worst ive had the worst
still standing light still shinning
injuries maxium
a casualtie not
a survivor yes
will keep getting up
its not just for me
there will only ever be one of me
i am and always will be a mum......<3