Weak

do you want me to be softer?
sorry,this world has hardened me
my boyish mannerisms make me strong
you want to see me vulnerable, but vulnerability is weakness to me
it's me handing you ammo to tear me apart with later
later,when you decide that you no longer care for me
when you realize you no longer want me
they say love is the strongest weapon because it turns the strongest person weak
most days i wish i never fell for you because being in love with you has made me weak
i've spent so much of my life picking my pieces up and making me stronger
all the work put in
all that time spent
just for you to come around and ruin all of it
i am weak
and you made me this way