Dear D four

I'm thinking of you tonight... I wonder if you can feel it. I don't make a habit of this, thinking of you. I am a married woman now after all, but for some reason those piercing ice blue eyes fill my thoughts and you begin to haunt me once more. I miss you. It's not even so much the sexual portion of things but the relationship that we had with each other. We had something I have no comparison to. I loved you... I still do in some way I think. I loved you on a level I never would have thought possible without you. I need to let you go and here I am crying over you once more, feeling the true pain of losing a friend. I wish you a better life. I hope you find someone who loves you like we loved, all those years ago. You will probably always be my one that got away Devon. I will love you and the memories I hold close forever.
 Love always your girl