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Loathing, unloading.
You come lurking, trying to fuck me with your words in the middle of the night.
I reply with sadness and desperation, for this is what I am and how I jerk off actually.
But you don't know that
and therefore you tried to leave right when I reached my waistband.
"So tell me more about how you think of me and how you want me to get on my knees and pray"
Prey. You can't resist, you're an easy man, as most.
We go in deeper, till I can almost taste your pleasure
and then we're done.
How do you say goodbye after that?
It doesn't matter, I'm not what you're looking for so I don't try to be.
I just leave and close your window
as I would do to any other source of digital pornography.
I reply with sadness and desperation, for this is what I am and how I jerk off actually.
But you don't know that
and therefore you tried to leave right when I reached my waistband.
"So tell me more about how you think of me and how you want me to get on my knees and pray"
Prey. You can't resist, you're an easy man, as most.
We go in deeper, till I can almost taste your pleasure
and then we're done.
How do you say goodbye after that?
It doesn't matter, I'm not what you're looking for so I don't try to be.
I just leave and close your window
as I would do to any other source of digital pornography.
Published 19th May 2020
Author's Note
The loss of meaning.
People become tools, nameless, disposable, unrequited.
There is an excuse to boredom these days, but what about before?
Maybe nothing changed.
Maybe nothing has ever changed at all.
People become tools, nameless, disposable, unrequited.
There is an excuse to boredom these days, but what about before?
Maybe nothing changed.
Maybe nothing has ever changed at all.
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19th May 2020 11:45pm
24th May 2020 5:04pm
Wow. So much to say about this! Truth is the first that popped into my mind, Raw was the second. Some people do live in a virtual world, and this describes that perfectly.
Well done.
Well done.
25th May 2020 10:51am
It seems to be getting harder and harder to separate these two realities, almost as if one is replacing the other, especially in these weird times.
Thank you for your time and praise. xo
L.
Thank you for your time and praise. xo
L.
19th Nov 2020 7:34pm
very interesting write - all true...do you feel there exists an amicable, transactional way? or is it just forever that pesky Y chromosome pushing its weight around to get its deeds done? if only the later, then id like to apologize on behalf of my gender...
19th Nov 2020 7:52pm
From my experience, it's hard to keep a conversation of any kind with most men in the middle of the night. I'm an old owl, so I'm up most nights. About that issue, I'm usually just kind of bored, so any interaction with men that has nothing to do with sexual endeavors is actually a surprise but as I said, I'm usually just bored and some nights, instead of going to xxx sites I'll amicably get it done with some other perv that catches my eyes.
So yes, I suppose there can exist.
Not sure if I answered the question correctly, thought.
Thank you for the apology, it's nice to find someone who cares.
L.
So yes, I suppose there can exist.
Not sure if I answered the question correctly, thought.
Thank you for the apology, it's nice to find someone who cares.
L.
19th Nov 2020 8:01pm
i think you answered me perfectly - my two cents are then...perhaps its an expectations thing...perhaps front-loaded skepticism can protect you? i think it is a fair initial position given the population you are dealing with.
have fun with the rest of them and be the one who clicks the little x on the top right first. (i loved that part of your poem).
have fun with the rest of them and be the one who clicks the little x on the top right first. (i loved that part of your poem).
19th Nov 2020 8:23pm
I am skeptic, that's probably why I'm still single. haha
It does protect me from believing and getting frustrated but every coin has two sides and here I stand, listless... a nihilist from birth, distracting from reality, blinded by the power of clicking the x first. hahahaha
Thank you for your comment and praise.
L.
It does protect me from believing and getting frustrated but every coin has two sides and here I stand, listless... a nihilist from birth, distracting from reality, blinded by the power of clicking the x first. hahahaha
Thank you for your comment and praise.
L.
19th Nov 2020 9:26pm
let the midnight excursions not be the flower bed from which you pluck daisies for the kitchen table...but for unabashed frolic. your nihilism will support that...but i hope daylight, where eyes are available, can offer you the cure :).
