please love me again

your words are like fists
they leave me battered and bruised
I hear you when you say you love me
but your actions leave me confused
stop tearing me down
I already hate who I am
I love you so I stay
but eventually, I won't give a damn
I build you up
encourage you in every way
so it hurts me inside
to hear the words that you say
you act as if  you hate me one minute
then love me the next
oh how I wanna hate you back
but my love for you leaves me perplexed
you say I do nothing at all  
and show me no appreciation
and still, I love you
after every new accusation
where is my best friend
who I grew to love
the one I adored
and put no one above
what happened to the late-night pillow talk
and you holding me tight
you never come to bed anymore
and leave me lonely every night
I'm not the enemy
stop blaming me and pushing me away
you constantly tell me to go
but all I want is to stay
come love me again
the way that you used to
please just love me
the way that I love you