Did you love me

Did you really love me or you love that I love you
I said did you really love me or you love that I loved you  

See you got comfortable in your own skin
trying be discrete thinking that your lies & cheats would never catch up with  me 

 See  Respect was something you never had  so how can you show it

Loyalty was something you wanted but you could never come close to it

Now it gets deep very deep
But no need to plead , or beg or get on your knees nigga please  your excuses no
Need

I cried ,  I sobbed,  see I was wrong for loving you more than me
I know now you didnt know what to do with a women like me 

See
Self discipline I
Learn it
Patiences I
Gain it
Respect i gave it
Love I showed it
And most of  my chacarter said it all

They say theirs a  action to every  reaction
But me I got inner strength I rise like a sun do in morning 
I'm different well compare to you I know you was never capable of loving me cause you didn't even love you  so I prayed and prayed to the man above to heal my daily pain  to keep me from going insane