BEHIND THESE EYES

Behind these eyes when we go to a place of mere separation from life and the world, we can feel the deepness swirling within our soul and mind. Screaming at us hollering our name at loud telling us, that there is no were to hide except behind a mask as an disguise. For as the whispers of the darkness creeps into the subconsciousness of our mind, we try to hide that we are not afraid of the darkness and thunder and lightning. That shots across the darken skies, making us feel nothing at all deep down inside of us except darkness swirling around like whispers of the winds. Leaving the utmost feelings of emptiness as it grabs at the very core of our inner soul, manifesting deep thoughts making us even afraid of our own shadow when we are alone. But yet it is more than that for what you see of us, lay deep within layers of depression and anxiety worrying the hell out of us, making us feel nothing but the very hurt of our own pain deep within us. So we chose to hide our face behind a mask, as a disguise hoping that you can't see straight into our eyes, that hides our emotions and feelings even the scars that go unseen. But sometimes we just want to see and feel, the skin of our own flesh being held close in a loving embrace. Yet deep down inside we know it is only a mere dream that we will not see, nor be able to feel safe and secure within someone arms fill with unconditional love.