Being this way

Why do i be this way
why do i constantly go a stray
must i be angry for the rest of my life
will i die like this and plunge into eternal darkness.

Is there any hope for me in this world
will i always be the lonely girl
is death really the only way
is there nothing else i can say

I can't feel i can't sleep i can't breathe
I'm stuck in my world of thoughts so deep
all i can think about is dying
every night i lay in my bed crying

I'm a loner without hopes and dreams
I've got rivers of of pain in my heart
longer than a thousand streams
I'm all empty inside
with nothing but darkness
i have no one around me
all i have is loneliness