Lost Focus

I Lost focus and I can’t seem to find that path of all my hopes and dreams. Listening to everyone else, Telling me to go this way, Pulling me to go another way. When I need to go that way. Just let me do me and wish me well.
Shit....... you can wish me to fail.
Either way let me go. Because somewhere along the line I lost focus. About two years ago I started to notice. That’s when I started my transitioning. Picked up and left home I needed that therapy. Even though enthusiasm wasn’t shared with me. That’s nothing new to me! See I operate outside the box and that scares people. That’s those one you have to leave alone. They will drain your energy.
Leaving you empty. I lost focus fucking with people that said they love me. When constantly I proved my loyalty. Listening to all those empty promises. I was minding my own business and I allowed you to interrupt me. That was my fault. Minor set backs but I found my purpose. You almost broke me because I lost focus.