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Oxycontin Oceans

I awaken from my narcotic slumber
I can feel you pulling away from me
Aching away from me
Ripping away from my heart
As if you were still real
Let's all stop talking now
I lethargically convulse greater fantasies

I still love you as I did
But this winter never ends
Let's transgress our sense and age
I'm drowning... I can't comeback again

All these seconds going by
All sounds unbecoming
All ecstasy elapsing
All life Pouring out

Existence undone
Like the gleaming dew of forbidden countrysides
Gaunt breezes of white graze my eyes
As the chilling February terraces roll into the gray

Hold me while I fall
Fall deeper and deeper
Into the abyss
Tomorrow never comes

Stay here with me...in a glitch in time
Let me not awaken this time
I plunge into the deeper enigma
Of unknowing passions
You and me forever and
Always

You were never real
I hear a whining whisper...
It turns into feeble screams
Insanity finally shrieking
My mind going blank
My emotions loosing meaning
The fog sterilizes my memories
I can't remember you any longer...

My body is tearing
I want to finish it
I am dying
I shall not resurface
Oxycontin ripples nibble on my forehead